Yeah if the umps are calling those high strikes that come over my shoulder I don't like a heavy endload, I guess same with outside pitches, I seem to be out in front and go more middle than 1b/2b. I wonder if I would have preferred the xl? My one est finally broke 1500 hits and was really nice, my other est wont break even hitting in 40 degree temps, but still hasn't got to the other ones level. So the est line has been noticeably better durability than the 17 monsta 25oz bats for me. Those were great if you like a light bat, I just wouldn't do a lot of bping with them, 100 cuts then gamer only. I preferred the torch to the Bmlc.